(until i change my mind again)

sometimes i think i've answered their questions but it turns out all they got is blank stare
sometimes i have control over my body
sometimes i crave for silence
sometimes i don't want to stay at home
sometimes i don't care what other people think
(other times i look over my shoulder to see if anybody's watching)
sometimes i answer back
sometimes i wish i can take it back
sometimes i forget to be grateful
sometimes i sing no matter where i am
(i even dance)
sometimes i want to drive with no place to go but that's not how i am built
sometimes i want to get away from myself
sometimes i want to be loved for all that i am
sometimes i just want to fall
sometimes i do want to know
sometimes i wish i was 22 again
sometimes i just don't want to think
sometimes i forget to breathe
sometimes i want to be better than this
then i remember You, and know better